Jake, Lindsey & LillyAnn

Post #1

2011-02-21T18:16:00.000-08:00

So I have a goal; this being that I write on my blog...Seeing is that I spend ALOT of time at home alone because Jake works out of town I see this as a great way to 1. Get what is on my mind and my feelings out 2. To ask for peoples help thoughts and advice.

So please let me start with IF you are readying this please fill free to leave me comments on my post...even if I don’t know you and have somehow come across my blog... fill free to follow and leave your thoughts, advice and feelings.

SO post #1

Ok so I know that there are about 80,000,00 more people in this world that have it a lot harder than I do in life, however this is my place to point out what makes Lindsey’s life a hard. For those of you that don’t know my other half... Jake works for a tower tech company. Jake LOVES his job and I’m so very thankful that he dose love his job because there is nothing crummier then hating something that you have to do or go to more then you get to be at home! So for this...I am THANKFUL. But on the other hand I find myself some night in disbelief with how my life is, that might sound bad and could be 1000 other ways to put what I’m feeling but I’m being hones right? I guess if I was to look back 5 years I would have never thought this is where my life would be ... and I’m not saying that I’m not truly blessed and thankful, this is just not where I thought I would be. Where I thought I would be you ask.... let’s see 23 ummmm married, own a home, graduated from college and maybe start talking about having a family....sounds like every other 23 year old girl for the most part.

SO let’s start with the begging of that list.

* Married - Yes I love Jake with all my heart and there is not one thought in my mind that he is not the person that I want to spend the rest of my life with. He is my other half and he has given me something no one else could have. My beautiful daughter. Trust me I drop hint...ok maybe there more than hints that I want to get married and or engaged would be nice. but I want it to be when it is right I don’t want to rush it I have my whole life with him and not any piece of paper is going to change that....but I just don’t want LillyAnn to look back and wonder or be sad that her parent were not married when we had her. BUT on the other hand I don’t want to tell her the only reason that we got married was because I was pregnant with her. (My personal feelings: NOT a reason to get married) ... but I hope to have a sparkling ring that is just waiting for me KAY jewelers. (Will post about this more at a later time)

* Own a Home - well I have a smoken deal from my parents, Jake and I live in a condo that my parents own... it is a sweet deal 425 a month for a 2bed 2 bath and a cute little closed of patio...this is a great place for us and such a amazing way for us to save money to buy a house. Jake moved around a lot as a kid and he does not want that for Lilly, we want her to grow up in the same neighborhood with her friends and go to school with them from elementary to high school...this is one thing my parents I’m so thankful did for my sister and I. So this will come for me not today or tomorrow or may before a few years but it is in my future and when I get to that point I will be just so happy!

Collage - Ok this is a touchy one... I’m beyond PISSED at myself for dropping out of cosmetology school it is my passion and it is something that I think I’m truly good at! I want to go back so bad but family is first and if that mean working to help support my family right now that is what I have to do. So I hope that I can go back in the next year a finish my hours!

Family - I would have NEVER thought that I would have had a baby at 23 ... but thing happen for obvious reasons. (Wink wink) I am so deeply truly blessed to have one of gods beautiful gift in my life. There is not a day that goes by that I’m just is a loss for word when I look at Lilly and just can’t believe she is MINE! Yes this did not happen as I thought would but I’m so glad it did. There are many night that go by that I take care of her alone and it is so hard ( getting back to the top of my post) Jake is gone 8 of 10 night with his family for work so needless to say it’s like I’m a single mom with an amazing income ;) Jake works hard for us and I get that but at the same time, it can be trying at times. I cry, get mad, get sad, angry, feel happy, and laugh when Jake is gone out of town. But I have to remember that I am fine WE are fine and that Jake loves me and Loved Lilly even more and he works for US his family! So after I have worked a 40 hr week and spend time with my little love, there is not much mommy time left but right now I’m 100% ok with that SHE is out number one and I would not have it any other way.

Ok well Lilly is asleep in my lap as I type and I need some cuddle time with my girl before it’s off to bed and then a new day. Hope if you are reading this you can maybe give me some insight and thought on how you thought your life would be and is because I know that no one’s life goes 100% like they planned.

Thanks for reading post #1,

Lindsey

LillyAnn 3 month Photo shoot!!!

2011-02-17T12:09:00.001-08:00

Here is my little miss ... Picture OVERLOAD but shes is well worth it!!

The necklace she has on has some of Jakes moms ashes in it, it is a special thing to jake and i!

She was in that belly of mine when i made the cast a few days before i had her!!!

Jakes moms cowgirl hat :)

D&C 1:32

2011-02-11T19:26:00.000-08:00

Nevertheless, he that repents and dose the commandments of the Lord shall be FORGIVEN

2 Months ...TOO FAST!

2011-01-19T07:20:00.000-08:00

Yes my sweet little pea is TWO Months ( and...4days) OLD!!

She has blessed my life in ways i never though imaginable!

I love being her mom!

Things i have learned about LillyAnn:

1: She LOVES cuddle time with Mommy & Daddy

2: She LOVES bath time, makes her happy no matter what mood she was in before!

3: She HATES when you put lotion of her.... ( i think due to it being cold )

4: She has the BEST smile in the world... really it simply AMAZING!

5: She LOVES Music! ( Mae, A little Avril, and Jimmy Eat World to name a few)

6: The kid LOVES to be naked!!!!

Just some fun little things about my Little Miss

Lil and Santa

2010-12-18T21:30:00.000-08:00

We took Lilly to see Santa and it was such a blast!!! Since i looked all over and i LOOKED for a Christmas outfit/dress for her to take pictures in. Jake did fine a elf outfit that we took our family pictures in but i had to pin it back because the NB size was still to big....so i went to the next BEST thing. CAMO!!! for any one that knows me i LOVE bass pro shop sometimes i just go there when I'm stressed to walk around and look at all the stuff they have. So we went to bass pro to take Lils pictures i found a onesie that was camo with white lace on it LOVE LOVE LOVE....it was a little big but it will look and fit better once i dry it a few times i hope!! here are some of her pictures...enjoy!

Lilly is now 7lbs 11oz ... shes getting big yet still so little.... i just love her!!

The day that changed my life forever....

2010-12-02T16:23:00.000-08:00

November 15, 2010 = The BEST day of my LIFE

Because....

...This 6lbs 7oz little beauty, became the most amazing gift i could ever be given.

LillyAnn Marie Martin

November 15th 2010

4:02PM

6lbs 7oz

19"

Lilly and Daddy ( Lilly was Born on Jakes moms birthday, who passed away 3 years ago...it was a very special day)

Lilly and Mommy ( please dont mind the fact that i look like pooooo!)

Yes ... I know we make beautiful baby's!!!

Last Pregnancy Questionnaire

2010-11-14T17:24:00.000-08:00

How far along? A long 40 WEEKS!!!

Weight gain/loss: 13lbs gain… not bad … not bad

Maternity clothes? Yes if I want to have pants… but I really like dresses at this time.
Sleep? Don’t get much, im a tummy sleeper and that is just not going to happen so I have been trying to get any sleep I can laying any way I can get comfy

Best moment this week? Getting everything ready for Lilly to come home….every thing in her room is washed, hung up and folded for her arrival.
Movement: this little girl has full on dance party's in my belly, cant wait to see her little toes and legs in person tomorrow!

Food cravings: SubWay….yummmm

Gender?: Girl, LillyAnn Marie Martin

Belly button in or out? : OUT and I cant wait for it to go back in!

What I miss? Well when I look at this question I can think of lots of things I miss…sleep, cute jeans, looking skinny….but when I think that in the next 24hrs my little belly will be no longer there…. It makes me sad a little that Lilly will have so many people that love her and there for her that I won’t be the only person in the world anymore that can give to her. Something to be BLESSED and thankful for but also a little sad at the same time. I will miss it.

Milestones: Making it to my due date!!!

What I'm nervous about: Being a momma! I want to give Lilly the world and make sure she never gets hurt and falls hard… but that’s not how life goes. I just want to be there for her all that I can and make sure she knows that her dad and I both love her so much and want only the best for her!

Weight gain/loss: 13lbs gain… not bad … not bad

Tomorrow is the DAY!

2010-11-14T17:10:00.000-08:00

I cant believe that i go to the hospital bright and early tomorrow morning to be induced to have my little girl! I'm so ready for her to be here, her dad and i cant wait to hold her in our arms and give her so much LOVE! ..... well next time i post i will have a cute little girl to fill the pages up with pictures!

Dear Pregnancy.....

2010-08-18T12:59:00.000-07:00

Dear Pregnancy.....

As much as i want to say i love you and you are o so wonderful... I Cant...

Im sad to say that i have be 90% miserable being pregnent...I love my Little girl with all my being but it has been hard to understand that is so many ways this is a blessing!!!

Im throwing in the towel, giving up if you will on work... i have taken my medical leave until she is her, i just simply cant go on any more.

Im am so ::BLESSED:: that Jake is such a wonderful person and takes such good care of me...when i was so worried about what his thought would be about me taking time off work with out pay, he simply said " babe if you not happy...don't work...all i care about is you being happy and the heath of the baby" simply just OK with the fact that he is 100% committed to working his (sorry but..) ASS off for our little family so that i can stay home and he dose it with a smile even when he works so hard and is gone for weeks at a time. I love him so much and so very thankful to have him in my life.

Belly Pic

2010-07-23T14:38:00.000-07:00

22 Weeks!!

( this is my new maternity AZ DBACK shirt.. I Love it)

22 Weeks and 5 Day!

2010-07-23T14:14:00.000-07:00

How far along? 22 Weeks and 5 days
Weight gain/loss: Gain 6lbs and 100% ok with it!
Maternity clothes? Must have maternity pants nothing else fits!!
Sleep? Sleep?? what sleep....I got a prego boppy deff. recommend to those who are having trouble sleeping...works wonders
Best moment this week? Um Having lunch with old friend and laughing so hard Lilly kicked me in the belly button...
Movement: She moves all the time...some times really fast and it feels like im going over a hill fast in a car..woozy belly!
Food cravings: salad is still my #1 and anything that is super dang spicy
Gender?: Miss LillyAnn Marie is a {GIRL} thank you very much!
Belly button in or out? : Almost all the way out
What I miss? umm.. not having mood swings...and sleeping on my tummy
What I am looking forward to? Getting her crib on Monday and painting her room this weekend
Milestones: Over half way done! Heck ya!!! WOOT WOOT!!
What I'm nervous about: delivery....that shizz is scary to think about. I know after its done i wont even remember but still a very scary thing...I want everything to go just right.

Lilly-Ann Marie Martin

2010-06-23T14:56:00.000-07:00

Its A ...............

Girl

Jake and I are not only so blessed but so excited about having a little baby girl! We had decide a while ago that we were not going to find out at the Dr. but rather have them put if it was a Girl or Boy on paper and we would take it with us to a family dinner and all find out together! BEST IDEA, One. we got to have My parents meet some of Jake's family for the first time 2. Every one was so excited together to figure out what the heck we were having.

Right when Jake and I opened the envelope with Jake ... Tears i could not believe after all the convincing i did for myself that i was going to have a boy ... i was getting the Little Girl i wanted... (even thought i would be happy ether way)

Here she is....

Her Little Foot... ( yes she has two one is just pointed )

Her little Bum and Legs...so little

Her Head.. ( the Dr. said she is a crazy baby because she was doing a headstand...it took 1Hr alone just to get a picture of her brain because she just was not wanting to move.)

She is Beautiful & Amazing

Lilly-Ann (her daddy picked this name right when we found out i was pregnant

Marie is her middle name after her WONDERFUL Auntie ( My Sister ) Megan Marie

Martin Last name of her daddy and of a family that will and already dose LOVE her so much

I can wait to meet her... NOVEMBER 21St 2010 can get here soon enough

JuNe 21St!

2010-06-11T14:35:00.001-07:00

Ok... so on June 21ST Jake and I will get to find out what we are having....

Little ..

Boy ... OR Girl...

(i love this picture)

Please let me know what you think and Names...we really need help with both! Thanks

2010-06-08T08:35:00.000-07:00

So Because my sister is so WONDERFUL.....

She got me... PARAMORE ... tickets for my birthday in September!!!

They come almost every year around the same time and i always miss there show.....so I'm putting my foot down... i will be almost 8 months prego and going to this ...AMAZING.. concert...

So...
SEPTEMBER 15, 2010...

I will be 12th ROW with Megan rock-in out to MY all time FAV band.... Thank you Megan you Then BEST SIS EVER!!!!

15 Weeks

2010-05-31T09:45:00.000-07:00

.... Cant Believe that I'm already 15 Weeks!! Crazy.... He is a little picture of my ... not so little belly!

Also Moving while prego... SUCKS! But i must say i love our cute new little home... pictures coming soon!

Hope everyone has a wonderful Memorial Day and Thank you for all of those Who have and are serving for our wonderful country. Thank you!!!

My Baby! 12 WEEKS AND 5 Day!

2010-05-14T07:45:00.000-07:00

:: Here SHE / HE is ::

So yesterday I went to a New DR. in Scottsdale, because i was just NOT happy at my other DR. I felt like if i had any questions or concerns she looked at me like i was the mom on 19 Kids and Counting and should now what is going on with my pregnancy.... clearly this being my first baby, i did not!

So I went to a new Dr. and i must say i was a little scared because it was a male Dr. But after going to my appoitment.....He was the BEST Dr. he has a very small office in Scottsdale it is just Him, One Nurse, One office manager, & a CNA. He comes out to meet the patient in the waiting room and you meet in his office before and after you appointment to go over what you will be doing and what the results are. Also he will do a ultra sound EVERY appointment if i want....so sweet, i will get to see my little Bean GROW! So after all the Non Fun exam, it was time to see my little baby.... I was sad that Jake could not be here again to see the ultrasound so my mom went with, it was nice to have her in there to see her grand baby...the second i looked at the ultrasound screen....the flood gates opened, i could not believe that this little thing in my belly i already love so much was right there and already so big from it 5 weeks photo shoot...I am so blessed to be having this baby even though things are not exactly in the ordered i always wanted... I'm thrilled and now that this the most amazing thing in my life.

PS. Moving in our house (renting) on the 1st YIPPY!!!

update of my prego Life....

2010-04-21T12:36:00.000-07:00

So... Lets see... last weekend i went to Florance to have a vacation @ Country Thunder with my family...little did that happen. I was sick everyday and came home early. there for .... did NOT have fun!!! ... then once I returned home after my miserable vacation.. once again I ended up in the ER... I was so bummed not only because i had to leave work AGAIN but i just was sick of being SICK! I must also point out that i love the staff at Banner Gateway Hospital and think this is where i want to have my baby at! Everyone has always be super nice and that says alot because most people at hospital...are not friendly. BUT .. . any who... I ended up be VERY Dehydrated so for 6 hrs i sat in the ER with a IV in my arm., the pumped me full of AMAZINGNESS!! plus the gave me lots of Zofran. Needless to say... today is the first day in the last two months that i have felt normal....and I'm so so so SO thankful. But that's all there is with me...here is a fun pick of my IV.. don't look if blood make you squeamish.

~!Awwww...so good!~

Pregnancy Questions ... Oo so FuN!

2010-04-21T12:23:00.000-07:00

Kassi did this fun little questionnaire on her blog, so i thought it would be fun to fill out!!

How far along? 9 Weeks and 3 Day
Weight gain/loss: The only thing I have gained is bigger boobs, but I have lost 11Ilbs ( iv have been very sick)

Maternity clothes? Yes, and I love them…I don’t wear them yet but they are o so comfortable plus I got them on sale!

Sleep? Don’t get much, I do lots of tossing and turning threw the night..But I will take what I can get

Best moment this week? In a crazy way going to the E.R. and having Jake by my side the whole time…Plus finally getting medicine so I can Eat and Drink

Movement: none yet, too little

Food cravings: Anything Spicy… lemons with salt & Ice Cream

Gender?: Not sure yet, I think it is a Girl and Jake say Boy only 9 more week till we know

Belly button in or out? : In…for now

What I miss? To be honest, nothing…even thought I have been so sick… I will always remember the hard things I went through to have a wonderful gift in my life.
What I am looking forward to? Going to see if it is a Boy or Girl.. it will be jakes first time to see the baby… I can’t wait to see how his reaction.

Milestones: Every new day

What I'm nervous about: miscarriage, now that I’m almost past my 10 weeks I feel a little better…but It’s something always on my mind and I pray every night for heath for not only My Family and Myself..But for my little bean too.

B.B.Q & Life

2010-04-12T09:30:00.000-07:00

I Love Sundays! Mostly because Jake is home and because if he is going out of town its the last night for usually one to two weeks i get to see him! Last night we had a big BBQ with Jake's brother it was lots of fun and lots of food.... I was in charge of making Shrimp Shish Kabob... I Have never maid them in my life and was so Super happy at how they turned out...and yes i ate one.... I know, I Know I'm not to eat shell fish pregnant but i figured since it was grilled and my mom gave me the OK...seeing is that i have not had a full meal since before i found out i was pregnant both Jake and I were thrilled that i ate a plate of food last night and it stayed down. I will say that I'm blessed to be able to have a child but in no way has this been easy on myself or Jake. Being sick = GRuMpy being pregnant and being sick = SUpEr FreAkin GRUMPY!!! Jake has been SO amazing and helping me... I know I get on his nerves sometimes because I always complain about mostly EVERYTHING!!! But he is such a wonderful person and will be a Amazing Dad!!! Love him so much!

Me and My Shish Kabob....I was so excited!!

On a better note after having lunch with my Sister Mom Jake and I on Sunday we went to Kohl's because they had 40 -60% OFF all the maternity clothes .... it was fun going and getting some cute stuff for summer...i wont need to ware any off it for probably another month or so but i will say it is SUPER comfy. Also My sister and Mom are on this baby kick of getting baby onesies...I don't know if it is a Boy or Girl ( i hope a GIRL) but they just keep buying thing any ways. LoL! Love my family! So I know there are a few Pregnant Lady's out there... hit up Kohl's i got like $350.00 worth of clothes for $120.00 Bucks!!!

(... and this is me 8WEEKS... not really anything)

Thing my tummy LOVES....for Now

2010-04-09T12:33:00.000-07:00

Every pregnant woman has her favorite ice cream....I'm sad mine is limited addition. :(
With cold Milk....any time of day is OK!

Its not Mt.Dew but .... water with Lemon is better then just sick nasty old water by its self.

Tomatoes with just a hint of salt......Yum!

Toast = Amazing for DINNER!

For some reason I'm not interested in eating a full meal of any kind i just want random food, and before going to the super market hungry was one of my favorite things to do...i AWALYS spent way to much $$$ of thing i did not need....but yesterday i tried to go with my mom and everything look disgusting!!!!! it was horrible...my once strong love for food is now....gone. But any who. this is the food i love....today.

And the BIG NEWS IS......

2010-04-01T12:44:00.000-07:00

I'm Prago!!!
Jake and I are both VERY Excited....More pics to come soon!

BIG News Coming Soon!!!

2010-03-23T08:38:00.000-07:00

My Tattoo

2010-03-01T11:49:00.000-08:00

Yes IM obSeSsEd!!!! So it is almost 1/2....yes 1/2 way done.....ahhhh the pain.

Cosmetology School

2009-10-09T11:12:00.000-07:00

That's Right....I'm going to Cosmetology School at Regency Beauty Institute! I start December 7Th and i cant wait!

Brimhall Family AKA My Best Frineds

2009-10-02T12:14:00.000-07:00

Ok so this is little Maycee Rae Brimhall... I went and Hung out with Blake and April Brimhall last night, and i was so excited to see Maycee in this little PJ jumper that i bought for her long before she was even born!!! And i must say she looked DANG Cute! Also i would like for everyone to know that this little girl is SO happy...I mean there was not one point yesterday other then bedtime she was not smiling and just having a ball. I love her so much and so blessed that i can be a part of her life! I love you Maycee!!!!!
April and Maycee.... So Cute! April is such a wonderful mom you can just tell she is a natural!

Love the Eyes!!

She looks like she is going to cry in this pic but i think i just got it in between a laugh :)

Hello!!!

I think at this point she was thinking.... I WANT TO EAT YOUR PHONE!!!

...

2009-09-30T10:37:00.000-07:00

Well i am back from Washington and I had the best time of my LIFE.... I will be putting up pics here i hope in the next day or two once i figure out how to put them on my computer lol.

Also why i was on my trip i did a lot of thinking...Just how i feel sometimes like i could have more or do more out of life....Then i realized that i can wait for things to just change around me i have to make the change within myself... So... I'm heading back to church the one place i know always makes me feel better and I'm going to work really hard to just do the right thing and make myself a better person. I know that some day i want to be married in the Temple and have a husband that believes in the same things i do and is there to support me when I'm struggling ... so what other way to find that then become that person myself.... This might not make since to any one but i thought i would put it on here because i love to go back and read about how i was feeling on certain days.

Hope everyone is doing wonderful. Love you ALL!

Monsey NY.... NOT MY FRIEND

2009-09-22T18:07:00.000-07:00

Right now i am sitting at work and I'm a really easy going person and i don't judge people....i mean i try really really hard not to because i don't like it when people do it to me! But let me just tell you One. i am a customer care agent for a Internet retailer....so i get some CRAZY calls....but ler me tell you about this little town in NY called Monsey, I REALLY dislike THIS town!!! Don't get me wrong I'm sure they are nice people and all but when they call into my work asking questions about window coverings....1. They are so mean and always talk over me 2. They all live in the same apartments so they always try to bargain the prices because there neighbor got it cheaper!! 3. Let me remind you we are a Internet retail company... THEY DON'T HAVE Internet...they always want me to just pick out the blinds or tell them what the color looks like...i mean come on people we are not just working with the 8 basic colors here.... 4. They love to call in on 3 way and sometimes 4 way ( i did not even know that was possible ) and place orders as a group... they all sound they same all talk over one another and are all MEAN and they want me to do 4 orders at a time...FOOL I'm only one person! 5. they do not have email.... ( remember No Internet ) we will not do orders with out email... no matter how many time we tell them they don't get it... but good thing there is ONE person in Monsey that has an email address because THEY ALL USE THE SAME ONE!!! like i said i don't mean to be judgemental but they just drive me and every one else in my office CRAZY... PS remember I'm on a call right now taking to this lady that has know idea what to order...35 min latter, she said Oh no this is to much... i will call my husband and call you back! WHAT!!! Uhhhhhh! Hard day today......

I Love Twilight!

2009-09-22T12:55:00.000-07:00

Love this pic!

I will be in FORKS, WA in One more Day!!! Yaya!

2009-09-21T14:45:00.001-07:00

My family and I went to the PINK! concert last night and had such a blast here are some of the pics of my crazy family! Pink is AMAZING...

Fork, WA here i come!

2009-09-21T12:41:00.000-07:00

So i am so excited!! My mom and i are taking a trip to WA in two days and i cant wait... Yes i am a TWILIGHT SAGA freak! We are going to spend two days in Seattle and Two days in the best place on earth FORK,WA... I will be able to do the Twilight Tour so i get to see... The Hospital where Dr. Cullen works, Forks High School, The police station When Charlie works and First Beach... along with lots of other stops.... Then i will get to drive to Port. Angeles and go eat some Mushroom Raviolis and check out the book store Bella wondered into it Twilight! I'm so freakin EXCITED i cant wait. Love my family this is going to be the Best Birthday EVER!

I'm Back!!

2009-09-17T18:27:00.000-07:00

Ok so yes I know I deleted my blog, but I had good reason! Everyone at work was looking at my blog and it was just creepy to me. I mean I love sharing my life with people but the creepy guy in the cube next to me.... I mean really people there are crazes out there! So here I am just looking at some of my friend’s blogs and how I so miss mine... (Even though I'm sure there were only like two people that ever looked at it) So I'M BACK! I love blogging it is like the one thing I can do to really just let out how I feel and if someone reads is SWEET and if not...that's cool too!

Nothing much is new with me other then I am having the hardest time in life, I mean really I thought things would get easier with choice I made and growing up...man was I SUPER wrong...or maybe I just make it hard on myself.. (That is most likely it)

Well as most of you know I was baptize as a member of the church of Jesus Christ of ladder day saint on March 7Th 2009, This was something I had ALWAYS wanted and knew was right for me even though I had so many people tell me I was crazy and wrong.. and then no I'm starting to realize I always pay attention to the people that are around me putting me down and somehow forget about all of the people that are standing by my side willing to help me threw my struggles most of all I forget that my heavenly father is there and loves me no matter what and wants to help me but I have to be willing to try!

I am not perfect and to most people I make lots of mistakes that yes I know myself better then to do, but you know what I'm done caring what everyone else cares about me I am 22 years old and yes I struggle just like everyone else. And I'm not even close to Perfect. But I love myself and my crazy dysfunctional family because this is what god has planned for me now I just need to take it and make the best choices I can. SO if any is reading this please I just ask that you put me in your prayers because as much as think I can do everything on my own... I can’t. I love you all!

- Lindsey